I'm going away

... I thought i would spend my 3 years ... in this fu.king country ... but oh yes who knows
My Day Has came to me .....

I heard about the course that study in this Fu.king country for only 1 year
and the other 2 years i will be in Australia ... The world that is no old ppl around ..... haha

I got scolded 2 days in a role ... for sleeping on my brother's bed .... for resting for 30 minutes

and today .... for going out to by book without telling ....

What the fu.k rite .... I'm 19 man what do you think ?

btw .... I have my goal ... and first of all it is starting in Australia ....

It had the reason and btw before i can go to Australia haha .... it's not easy - -

but ya it's the dream world so i have to put all what i have for it .... leave everything beside....

but ofcouse ... you are always in the middle - - who is that ? ^^ now my world are

study ... learn and study and learn .... and read - - ya something like that

by the time ... if i'm in Australia .... I dnt know wether the one will change ... or what will happen to her ......

New life !

Today is 5th of Jan ... it was suppose to be great but ya ....
First day in new school SSTC ....
There r quite alot of people study O lv in this school ... i'm one of them
alot of them are from China ..... haha they speak english like Korean ( you know what i mean )
I heard from my friends that .. first day in sri pelita oso sucks .... is it?
ya i wished i would be in sripelita but .... ^^ things are always not like what you want it to be
My school haha ... just like what i said ... there are some ... i mean few .. or less beautiful girls .. but they are all ... or maybe half of them r quite friendly .... and i got alot of candy from my new friend ^^ thanks to you .... i dnt even know her name - -
and ya when school ended .. i didnt know how to go back home but haha i was lucky that i met my classmate and ya we took the same bus and MRT back ... haha i'm new in SUCKAPORE ma
- - btw hope tomorow will be some thing new and fun and ... ya I stil hope what I hoped ...

Good luck to all of you

Why born ?

What is life ? Why we born for ?

Do you know ? ... so do I -.- haha

some people say we born because we have KaMa that we did wrong from past life .....

We need to be sad .... pain ... cry and .... die

But if you think that way then .... why are you studying ..... working ..... or loving ....

think positive ..... you borned to be a good person...... to do something good to the world ....

to live free an happy ..... in the same time you need to study for future ... to have a good job..

earn money and ..... have a family ...... alot of people think that they just need to earn money ....

but they just forget about what is more important .....

Happyness .... we have money to do what?

Money can buy us some comfort ..... some happyness ..... but ofcause not all

If you live for money .. then i sudjest that you should go and die because your life is useless.....

you live to make others happy ... in the time you should be happy oso ..... now a days people

have forgoten why they have borned for ..... earn money and money and money ......

or As As As ..... you study hard it's good but dnt just fu.king stay at home and read....

do something cool ..... and good .... Do you want to marry a book?

you borned one time you should atleast do something good .... so atleast when you die you can

think of it and be pround ... wow holy shit I help some bastard cross the road .... yeah

One life do something ....... ^^

and last i just want to say that ..... Life is not only study , work or money ... it's much more fun

than you think .... be happy always smile .... your smile makes the world happier

Nothing is hard but Nothing is easy ....

When you borned .... do you know how to walk ?
Do you know where to shit ?
Did you know when you cry .. it's so anoying ?
Ddi you know how to peel a banana ?
You didnt even know how to say momy


But now - - you fuking run like crezy man shit ........
haha you know how to shit but ... you always forgot to flush ......
you are not crying but can you stop talking .... - -
now you dnt need to try to peel banana but .. durian
you can say momy easily ... ^^ so now learn to hug her ( for guys )

you think it's so hard to do something ... you think it's impossible ....

Have you even try to put ur heart inside and do it with all of your strength .....

You can cry but you can not give up ... giving up is something that u never try ......

Life is about learning .... even you are 90 or someshit .. you are oso learning .. it's just in the different way

Experience is important in life ... there r alot of type ot experience ....

Experience in studying
Experience in working or business
Experience in play traunt ( haha i'm quite pro in this )
Experience in street fighting ( ya some fu.ker broke my head ..... )

But there is atleast one experience that you cant use it in life .....

Love experience .... Do you think every girls and boys are the same as the previous one ?
Do you think you can do the same thing to the other one ?
ya you can but what will you feel ? ......
Dont think that he or she ... is like someone you have gone with .....

Yesterday is what you alredy did ...
Tmr ..... is what you could nt know
But today ! .... do what you can .... make it like the last day of your day

Boy and Girl

Hey let's go play dota man ^^ ......

Hey how much is this Lip Gloss

Hey you stun la shit man you stun so late c lor I die d ...

Hey do you think pink or orange is cuter .....

Hey you fu.king noob ... you la haiz .... c lor I gg liao

R you sure or not i think both of them are nice ....

Shit man rmk rmk .... lose liao My teammate is noob....

Ok I will buy both .......

Hey if you dnt stun first .... you pay fot the next hour........

Let's go some other shops .... ok

Holy shit I triple kill man gahahahahaha....

that's ....... what we are for boys .. and girls .... is it ? jay n b ?

Love ?

What love is ?
Someone said , Love is caring without hoping for anything in return ...
giving out and never want something back .....
to make her happy ....

Is that it ?

Do you realy think so ?

We care and we hope for something ......
to make sure that she is fine , she is alright ..... to know that she is not sad ....
A smile is always on her face ....

We give and we want something back ..... want her smile .... want to give her what she wants ...
To make her have what her wants .... but sometime ... she does nt want it .... so sorry because
I just want the one I love have what she wants .... and use it always

We make her happy but want not thing back ??? that is so funny
you make her happy because .... If you can make her happy ...
you will be alot more happy ....
When you saw her smile ..... not thing can be happier than this moment ...


Love is ............... something that you will never know ..... you wont understand .....
All you can do is .... feel it ... with your heart ......

Life Of Clover

Life Of Clover has started not so long ago.... it's about ... 5 month ago.
Before the 5 month ago ... I was quite playboy ... ya just like a boy who always paly around with girls ( That's what others think about me ) ya
I like 3 girls at the same time ... ( how cool is that haha ) ... is it ?
i thought so ya until the day that you need to answer the girl that realy wants to be with you.
Hey > What am I to you? 'the girl A ask me..... I look at her ..... You are my good friend ....
Her eyes were red ... and full of tears .... she said it's ok ^^ because that's me... ya that's me ...
i answered her that because ... when she asked me ... my mind was thinking about the girl ( P )
it's just ... just like ya you understand right ?
The girl A walk out of me ... while my friend was playing dota with me like crezy .... you Jin - -( btw he is not a bad guy and you are not selfish ^^ ) but i want to punch you once before i die ^^ Do you mind ?
After that nite ... I thought that ... I did the right thing rite? Is this what I realy want to do? She loved me but ... I .... I'm sorry .... It's just ... I want to be with ( P ) ...
After that I started to try to talk to ( P ) more and more ...
It's not because I rejected The girl A so I need some one to talk .. No it's not like that ...
It's because I know who I realy want to spend my life's time with...
until not so long ago ... we decided to be together .... ^^
I always think that yeah ... I am so lucky that what I have done is right ...
I'm with her now ... the one that makes my world more like it .
I have no words to say when I look into her eyes even I planed to say something ... it's just gone empty ^^ all the guys should know what it is like...
But who knows that I will fall for her ... this much ... I thought i could just leave and go to singapore ... but things always not like what you want it to be ... alot of things ... change in just a second ? a minit ? an hour ? or a nite ...... I falled to the big , deep hole , ya it's quite big haha
til the day that I realy have to leave .... it's like rain that falls and never stoped inside your heart... but the sunrise stil shine ^^ I was waiting for the day that we wil have the date before I leave penang ... it's like ...I dont want that day to happen to me , at the same time ... I want to meet her so bad ... ( ya because her parents are ... realy stone about relationship ) .... days passed by like ... some one press the slowmotion botton ...
When the day came ... I was .... haha out of my mind or someting like ... ya u know !
that day ... passed by like ... you can do a god like when you are level 1 ... I know that's impossible but ya ^^
To Be Continue ....... ( wait I'm tired )